All I Have To Offer

All I have to offer you
Is standing here before you
So take me as I am
Every inch of my flesh
Drips with anxiety for meeting its master
Undressed and in all its sexual perfection
My body is all I have to offer you
If I had a heart, I'd give it to you
If I had the ability to love you, I would
But all I have to give you
Is my ability to make love to you
I can't give you my heart
My mind
Or my soul
Nor can I give you diamonds
Silver
Or gold
But I can give you my body
To take and do as you please
Because in the end
That's all I have to offer you
Soft when you touch me
Warm when you hold me
Passionate when you make love to me
A memory when you're done with me
Nothing to give for you to take with you
And my body's only as good as the moment you have it
But its all I have to offer you
And its standing here before you
Undressed and in all its sexual perfection
So take me as I am

I dreamed of dying in her arms
I didn't want it to be that way
Didn't want her to lose another one
Yet here it was that I found myself
Dying in her arms
I wanted to reach up
And wipe the tears from her face
It hurt to look in her eyes
Because of the pain burrowed deep within them
I began to feel my breathing grow shallow
And I didn't want her to let me go
Because if I died...
I wanted it to be in her arms
Words struggled to escape me
Then her calm convinved me
That silence was the only expression these last moments needed
I wanted to tell her that I loved her
Wished the best for her
And wanted her to stay strong
Then her touch convinced me
That she understood, and all was well
In this dream, I died in her arms
As her tears moved her to rock
Seemingly rocking me to sleep
To eternal sleep
I didn't want it to be that way
Yet here it was that I found myself
Dying in her arms
And in those last moments
I caught a glimpse of the pain shone deep within her eyes
That would never let me rest