2 Sides of the Girl

If you're silent
Will she speak for you
Will she cry for you
If you're silent
Will she scream for you
If you runaway
Will she fight the battle for you
Will she go through the storm for you
If you hide
Will she face the pain for you
Will she cry for you
When you're sleep
Will she endure the nightmares for you
Will she absorb the deja'vus for you
If you deny it
Will she erase the past for you
If you try to put it behind you
Will she confront it when the memories of it rear their ugly head
Will she cry for you
When you lose faith
Will she pray for you
Will she live right for you
When you lose hope
Will she run the race for you
When you're going through hell
Will she take the heat for you
Will she absorb the flames for you
If you're silent...
She can't speak for you
She can't scream for you
She can't cry for you

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The wind blows the leaves on the trees
And they seem to whisper your name
They laugh at my misfortune
Because I was so close to you
So close I could feel your heat
My lust for you rose within me
So high that I thought I was going to burst
But I couldn't have you...
Not then
Thoughts of you have tortured my dreams
And I long for you now more than I ever have
To be close to you
And hold you in my arms
To have you deep within me
For the first time...
And again...
And again...
And again after that
To call your name
And you be near
Or better yet...
That you never leave my side
And I never wonder where you are
So when I want you
I can have you...all the time
The wind blows the leaves on the trees
And they seem to whisper your name
The repetition of your name tortures me
Because I can never seem to have you
But I would give the world for you
If you just stopped running from me
If you would make yourself available to me
If you offered yourself to me
I would accept
The wind blows the leaves on the trees
And they seem to whisper your name
They say: "Peace. Peace."
And all I can think about is how much I want you

The Rich.The Poor.The Scandalous- Part 1

The Mistress
YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH!
The one statement that resonated throughout her life
Everything around her screamed it
It seemed like it was all she ever heard
Baby it was good but...
I would've liked it if...
I don't see why they picked you anyway when...
That other girl is so much better
Always only second best
To...
The other girl
That other girl
Some other girl
Adult life always drowned in
Girl when you gon' get a husband
And
Girl you still waitin' on that man to leave his wife
So she grits her teeth
Puts on a smile
And tries to convince her friends...
And herself
That this is the life
After all
No strings attached
No responsibilities
And the kids aren't hers
At least...
Those kids aren't hers
Yea...this is the life
When baby I love you
Becomes bitch get an abortion
She just can't do it like you do
Becomes you just can't love me like she does
We're gonna start our own family
Becomes but she's the mother of my kids
And I just can't live without you
Becomes I just can't love you
And with that she's off
Off to the next one
Accepting of this only second best mentality
She desensitizes herself to the pain she really feels
You all know her
You see her everyday
Whether young
Or old
Whether rich
Or poor...
Still scandalous