Forgive me, oh heart
I have tried my hardest to protect you
To protect you from pain
And from hurt
From despair
And from betrayal
From being bent
To broken
To down-right shattered
Forgive me for my broken promises
For I promised to protect you
And I vowed not to let anyone else etch their name on you
And I promised to never again let anyone come in to see you
Yet here again I find myself wallowing in tears
Wallowing in tears filled with the pain felt from the uncertainty of love
The waivering of like
And the betrayal of lust
Forgive me, oh heart
I have tried my hardest to protect you
To keep you from the deceiving faces of comfort and hope the pain in reality can often wear
To keep you from sharing you deepest and darkest hours with the demons that hide behind comfort and hope
To shield you from the pain that caring can bring
To close the vault to you emotions
Allowing them to lie dorment in the deep recesses of your soul
To keep you in a state of blankness that doesn't allow anyone in or anything out
Yet here again I find myself wallowing in tears
Tears filled with the pain felt from the uncertainty of love
The waivering of like
And the betrayal of lust
Forgive me, oh heart
For I have tried my hardest to protect you
But I guess my best just wasn't good enough
Wasn't good enough to shield you
Shelter you
And save you
The blood of your death is on my hands
If only I had done a better job of caring for you
If only I had been careful about who I lent you out to
I wouldn't find myself here
Wallowing in tears
Tears filled with the pain felt from the uncertainty of lobe
The waivering of like
And the betrayal of lust
Forgive me, oh heart
For I have tried my hardest to protect you
Yet I have failed
Time and time again I have failed
If only I had had the opprotunity to let you know how much you meant to me
As I close the casket on you lifeless remnants
I ask for you forgiveness
For though I tried my hardest to protect you
I still ended up letting you die

This is how I feel

I feel as though I am blessed to have spent the time I have spent with you. I feel as though I am glad to have shared the moments that I have shared with you. Im glad that we gave even the notion of "us" a chance. Im glad to have you in my life, whether for a moment, a season, or a prolonged period of time. Stealing from you again lol, luv u lik a fat kid luv cake.

A Word For The Eyes That Grace

Peace. It is not handled. It is not held. It is absorbed. It is inhaled and left to resonate with the rest of ones's soul. Peace. It is everything one hopes for, and more than what they ever could imagine. It is a moment, an object, a person, a color, an idea to imense for any one human to wrap his or her mind around. Peace. How does one even begin to even remotely describe peace. Are there words any the dictionary of any language that accurately capture peace in the essence of its purest form. At best, the most educated of scholars can only mediocrely box in a general idea of such a notion; however, for something to be so great, it is not shy about who it graces with its presence. All who seek it can find it if they seek it genuinely and whole heartedly. Peace.

Six Flags Fashion

Ok...issue #1 is the shorts that are too short to even qualify as clothing. Like, how can that possibly be comfortable? Even worse, is when the shorts are already too short, but these females decide to roll them up anyway! Also, if you are big...put your fat away. It's unattractive and nobody wants to see that; its disgusting! All in all, watch how you dress, because coming out in public means that people can see you, and if we must see you then you should at least look half way decent. Issue #2 is how couples need to conduct themselves when they come to six flags. Cuddleing in line is acceptable; however,border line screwing while waiting in line is completely and utterly unacceptable; not to mention tacky and classless!