*Apologies*

I apologize! I kno i haven't been blogging recently. I've been extremely busy...unfortunately, and just haven't had time to deal with this whole blogging thing. To make things even more compicated, I will probably now be taking an even longer hiatus because I'm working on a novel. Forgive me but it is what it is! I will try to blog some every now and again, but if I can't...so be it. LUV U ALL!!!
*~Pray for me~*

A Story of Love- Part 2

Unkissable
Face to face
The only thing seperating us
Is the thickness of our passion
You
So eager
To tast
To experience
To feel
But sin lies within these lips
Making them unkissable

(c) 2008

A Story of Love- Part 1

Unloveable
You say you love me
But you don't
You're in love with the idea of me
The notion of me
You can't really love me
Because the real me is unloveable
You're in love with this shell
This exterior being
That covers what lies within
A reality this is unloveable
Save your love
Don't throw it away
On something you can't love
It may be hard for you to let me go
But I'm setting you free
Because you can't love me
You can't REALLY love me
Because the real me...
Is unloveable

A Love Story- Part 10

The End
They say
All good things must come to an end
And all things that weren't meant to be
Always end more tragically
Walking away
From the broken pieces of our relationship
Leaving behind
Our house of love
As it burns to the ground
Left to become ashes
That will blow away in the wind
A tear runs down my cheek
But I dare not look back
I dare not stop
I keep going
Keep going back for the old me
I cry
Because it hurts
Knowing that this is the end
But they've always told me
That all good things must come to an end
And all things that weren't meant to be
Always end more tragically
Knowing that
I keep on pressing my way
Accepting that this is the end
The end of this story
But when one story ends
You write another one

(c) 2008

A Love Story- Part 9

Can't Resist
Rough times
I left you
Didn't want to have anything to do with you
But when you needed me the most
I was there for you
You hurt me
You chopped up my heart and threw it at me
But through it all I loved you
There when you needed me
To carress your mind
Body
And soul
Can't deny love
Can't resist my feelings for you
Not sure I'm over what you've done
The pain is still there
As strong and forceful as the day it happened
But love conquers all
And I can't resist loving you
Can't resist your touch
Your feel
Your lips
Your body
The soul of the real you that lies within
The person I actually love
When you need me I'll be there
I can't resist
Because my love won't let me
I can't resist
Because I don't want to

(c) 2008

A Love Story- Part 8

Fighting for Love
A blow to the chest
A blow to the stomach
You hurt my body
But what you did to my soul was worse
Hitting the body you just kissed
Bruising the skin you just held so close
Hurting the person you just made love to
I've never done anything to you
But love you
So if I was wrong for that please let me know
How could you let something tear down what we've built
Explain why you felt it necessary to hit me
To become the very thing you hate
What feeling did seeing me quiver in fear give you
What satisfaction did you get from seeing my broken skin
What form of love makes this acceptable
How could you put the person you claim to love through so much pain
Did you feel powerful?
Felt like more of a man?
Standing over me with your foot on my throat
Squeezing the life out of me
Watching the tears run down my cheeks
Were you fighting my love?
Or fighting to keep it?
Or did you want to leave me as broken as you?
I get the feeling we're fighting for two different reasons
I'm fighting for love
Fighting to hold on to what we have
You're fighting from pain
Fighting to let go of a part of you you wish you didn't

(c) 2008

A Look Into What My Sign Says About Me

L • I • B • R • A • : The Bitch
Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

This is how I feel

I dont care. I just really don't. I'm feeling very nonchalant. Things I should probably care about...I don't. Kind of cold, heartless, and emotionless. I will not hesitate on accout of how it might make others feel. Your feelings are no longer important. Who matters in my world? Me. That's who I care about. If your're in some way, shape, or form offended by what I do and/or say...o well. I don't care.

This is how I feel

I am not to be taken advantage of
Not to be played
Thought things would be the same
Then I threw you a curveball
Yea feel free to pick your face up off the floor
It happens to the best of us
Hopefully next time you'll come correct

*Dream*

Let night fall
Let the sandman sprinkle his dust on me just one more time
So I can be close to you
Allow me to emerse myself
In the peace and tranquility
Remove myself
From the negativity and betrayal
I will hold to you
For dear life
When the sun tries to tear us apart
Let night stay forever
So I can be close to you
May my eyes never open
So this time will never end
Allow night to always be with me
And protect me from the grasp of reality

(c) 2008

Happiness

A smile
A ray of sunshine
A laugh
A giggle
A rainbow
A full moon
A star lit night sky
A dozen roses
A beautiful spring day
In a field of flowers
A great song
An array of pinks, yellows, and sky blues
A hundred balloons
A day with you
A kiss so sweet
A life with no regrets
A siletn meditation in the meadows
A nap listening to the calming sound of a trickling spring
This is happiness

(c) 2008

A Love Story- Part 7

The Breath of Life
Together
Me and you
In the most sensual way
We become one
Will we mix the best of each other
Creating a creature so wonderful
Will we create something so prescious
Something that will so perfectly
Define and
Solidify our souls
Will two become three
A third
A string
That forever attatches my heart
To yours
Created in the joy of love
Given the breath of life from God

(c) 2008

A Love Story- Part 6

At a Stand Still
Waiting to exhale
Where do we go from here?
Standing here
Hand in hand
Facing the world
It seems like time isn't moving
A moment ago
Things were moving so fast
Exciting
And exhilarating
So where do we go from here?
Everything now seems so desolate
Is the rain of love no longer showering on our growing relationship?
Will our love progress past these sheets?
It seems as though its all at a stand still
As we're standing here
Hand in hand
Facing the world
Where do we go from here?

(c) 2008