Window

On the outside looking in
The world seems so different
If you were there
Inside
You couldn't even begin to understand the way I feel
Judged without a trial
Your view of me
Built on false pretenses of how it seems
How you think I feel
What effects you believe things have on me
What you think is going through my head
All as you're on the outside
Looking in
Watching me get hurt
But you never bothered to come save me
You don't have the slightest clue!
You don't feel the burning pain
Felt sailing through life on hell's waves
Drowning in the fiery pit
Scorched my soul
I was reaching out to you
YOU SAW ME!!!
YOU HEARD ME SCREAM!!!
You caught a whif of the smell of my burning flesh
But you did nothing
AND YOU STAND HERE AND TELL ME YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL!!!
No you don't
You were safe on the outside
Looking in
Hands and face pressed against the glass
You looked me in the eyes
And saw my pain
You watched me die
And walked away

(c) 2008

Questions

Who am I?
And what is my purpose?
Why do I breathe
When life doesn't seem worth living?
Why does my spirit die
When I want to hold on?
Why does my heart ache
When I think of you?
Why does my spirit rise
When you hold me close?
Who am I?
And what is my purpose?
Will I spend my life trying to find out?
Will you laugh when I fall?
Will you find pleasure in my tears?
How long is forever?
And what does eternity hold?
How long will I dream?
How long will reality betray me?
Who am I?
And what is my purpose?
Will I ever know?

(c) 2008

Unborn Child

Flesh of my flesh
Blood of my blood
Love of my spirit
Gift from above
To hold close
And shower with tender kisses
The purest form of love
Yet to grace us with its presence

(c) 2008

*Feeling lik...*

I want to live the life in my dreams because reality sucks!!!!! In reality, people hurt you and don't care about how you feel. In my dreams, when I love someone, they love me back.

A Love Story- Part 5

Back in Love
I love you more now
Then i ever did before
There aren't enough hours in the day
Enough opprotunities for me to be with you
But when we're together
It feels like heaven
Because you're my angel
Though sometimes we fall off that cloud of bliss
And it hurts when we hit the bottom
The love we share will put us back on top
Together we can conquer the world
Though the love we have was misplaced
It was never lost
And now we can pick it up and dust it off
It may have scratches
But its not broken
Back in love
And it feels so good
Baby I love you
And I always will
A real woman will stand by her man
Even when he runs away from home
In search of something new
When he realizes that right here is where its at
She'll be there waiting
Ready to pick up where they left off
I'm going to stand by you
Through thick and thin
No matter what
Baby I got you
Back in love
Nothing could bring me out

(c) 2008

A Love Story- Part 4

Next Lifetime
If I had the chance
Would I do it all again
Would I still love you the way I do
Would you still hurt me the way you did
Or would there never be a me and you
Would I never fall for your lies and deceit
Would I have that feeling in my soul
The feeling that's felt when your lips meet mine
In my next lifetime
Will we make it right
Would we still make love in the heat of the night
As we did
Will I still love you the way I do
Or will I never know you
The way I did
Will you be just another memory
That tortures my mind
Constantly occupied with the thought
That I used to love someone in my previous life
That now I can't find
If I had the chance
Would I do it all again
Would I still love you the way I do
This love will never die
Even if in my next lifetime I'm a catepillar
You would be the cacoon of love
That wraps me and holds me tight
Until we emerge as one
Beautiful
Butterfly
Soaring together on the wings of love

(c) 2008

Forces of Nature

The sky is my canvas
I draw my dreams in the clouds
I share my feelings with all as they look up
I have infinite possibilities
In the sea of pearl blue
My emotioins pour down on the world when it rains
I demand to be listened to when it thunders
I demand to be seen when lightning strikes
I am the earth
And the sky is my canvas
I draw my dreams in the clouds
I share my feelings with all as they look up
I have infinite possibilities
In the sea of pearl blue
My emotions pour down on the world when it rains
Let every drop caress your mind, body, and soul
Allow yourself to be enveloped by my presence
I become one with all
As the rain flows through the roots of society
Budding new life on the tree of hope
Because I am the earth
And the sky is my canvas
I draw my dreams in the clouds
I share my feelings with all as they look up
I have infinite possibilities
In the sea of pearl blue
My emotions pour down on the world when it rains

(c) 2008

*um wat*

I'm not sure what to make of the situation I'm in but I'm at school right now and can't get into great details about it. All I have to say is that I'm done caring because I've officially realized that it is a waste of my time. In addition, I'm going to need people to stop holding on to things I've done. Get over it because apparently I already have so you're the only losing any sleep.